Only time will tell!

A week or so ago, I had a CT scan, the first time in 6 months.  They have to do a scan to ensure that things are going according to plan and if not to discuss what action needs to be taken.

I have to admit, they always scare me because it is the unknown that frightens me.  Why I have no idea.  Lately my back has been playing me up big time and that is not the norm.  Next Wednesday we find out the truth of how things are inside of the old girl.

I pray the results for once are in my favour.  Last year I had to start a new drug then went on to invasive chemo and then back on another drug.  I also had a bone scan last Summer which scared the hell out of me.  I had never realised just how much of my bones were riddled with the cancer.  It was a shock.  I will be content if things stay static but that would be wishful thinking, I can only wait and find out.  I try and not think of it too much for it will get the better of me and things will be down hill from then.

I have tumours in my breast, spine, liver and lungs and the bone cancer is my main cancer even though it is a secondary cancer, my primary being my breast.  Only time will tell what will happen but life needs to go on and so I put it on the back burner and get on with my day.

I will let you know how things go.  For now being a beautiful day again, its swabbing the decks and mending the sails!!